I’m here since 2 weeks now and it feels like a year a year or two weeks too much.
I get the question if I’ve already settled in, far to often to even think about lying…NO I haven’t.
But I know why…’cause I don’t want to, I don’t want to feel home and happy here because I know I wont be here for long. What really happened that showed me that I just don’t belong…Is way to embarrassing to tell and are way too many anyway fact is anyway I don’t want to be here.
I have to listen to the whole”Oh you changed so much… How was it… and so on and so on all the fucking time you want to know?
I was fucking amazing I had the best year of my life I made amazing friends, awesome party’s, so many laughs, a second family and people I know I will know for the rest of my life… It wasn’t just good…
IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!
I know that in many aspects I am a completly different person now,
but I like what I became.
